ahhh vacation?

I am finally taking some time off of work that is not injury related. I have today through next thursday off and I am so happy. Of course my boss sent me home with an entire box of HR stuff to file and organize and I have my stepkids with me until Sinday but I think we will have fun. And my mind is already figuring out how I can get the kids to help me file. It's going to be alphebetical so the older ones can help me start letter piles and then I can organize them! Muahahahahahhahah!! I am a smart one indeed!

My new dryer comes today and it's a big sucker! Yoohoo I went and bought is yesturday and all evening I was singing "mama got a new dryer, mama got a new dryer!"

I am having my first annual barbeque on Saturday so I am so excited about that I have never had a place I can do that stuff with.

Yea for long long weekends and the kids going back to school next week!

100 thing's about me!

1. I am 5'4"
2. I am still naturally blonde
3. I am 27 years old
4. Getting older scares the shit out of me and not because of the age because of the responsibility
5. I had my first kid when I was 17
6. My mom died when I was 17 2 months after my daughter was born
7. My daughter is the most level headed child I have ever met
8. My daughters father and I are still friends (most days)
9. We haven't been together since she was 1
10. I had my son (second child) at 20 and that was an oops!
11. He makes me laugh every day
12. He has developmental delay but is the most empathetic person I know
13. I was raped when I was 12
14. It took me a long time to realize I had value
15. I stopped talking to my dad for 5 years after my mom passed away
16. Now we only talk occasionally
17. I have some great friends at this point in my life
18. My best friend is the man I will marry
19. I love the way he not only accepts but loves my kids
20. I secretly love having his kids and mine all in the house together all 5
21. Sometimes I internalize too much
22. OK a lot of times
23. I hate taking baths
24. I love taking naps
25. I love vegetables
26. I'm not big on fruit
27. I like spicy foods but they hurt my tummy
28. Ice cream is my favorite dessert
29. I wish I had a more exciting job
30. I kinda fell into what I do for work
31. I love my new apartment
32. My puppy is awesome but he is peeing on the floor and I keep picking it up before Jman finds it
33. I am non confrontational but I have a temper.
34. figure that one out!
35. I had a hard time standing up for myself for a long time
36. I am better at it now
37. I love the color pink
38. I own about 120 pairs of shoes
39. and most are heels
40. I need to loose about 35 pounds but I could care less most of the time
41. I don't go to all my physical therepy appointments but my boss thinks I do
42. I can't wait to be on a little vacation
43. My dryer broke yesturday and man that stinks
44. I hate feet (they skeeve me)
45. But I love to get pedicures
46. I have 3 tattoos
47. I hate spiders
48. I hate thong underwear
49. I finished highschool after my daughter was born
50. and went back to college after my son was born
51. I have had abusive relationships and have come out the other side a stronger person
52. I believe that if you work hard enough you can make things better for yourself
53. I have learned that you can't change people
54. I have learned that if you just slow down and enjoy the people in your life it's better
55. I love the Harry Potter books
56. I love to cuddle
57. I am becoming more cynical the older I get
58. I don't like that
59. I tore my ACL in march
60. and had the surgery in June
61. It was the worst injusry of my life
62. and has been a horrible recovery
63. But I am finally off crutches
64. I am a great cook
65. And secretly love to do it
66. I love running through the sprinklers with my kids
67. I love to sing and dance in the car
68. My daughter rolls her eyes at me for this
69. but she will join in if she is in the right mood
70. I love long car rides
71. I am not a winter person
72. I am sad the summer is over
73. I am a nosey person
74. I need to get curtains for my windows
75. I am just learning what it is like to have a home
76. I love frozen coctails
77. and a nice cold beer
78. I smoke and I know it's a bad habbit
79. I was born with dark curly hair it all fell out and I have been platinum since
80. My mother had a brain anyrisium and that is the scariest thing ever
81. She was my best friend and the most amazing person I have ever met
82. I try to be like her
83. I miss her even ten years later and sometimes feel like she is only a phone call away
84. I have been in 5 car accidents
85. only 1 was my fault
86. I'm scared of the future
87. But excited at the possibility
88. I love hearing Jman say I am beautiful
89. I love the way he looks at me
90. I am afraid of what my children will be like as teenagers
91. I don't want them to make the mistakes I did
92. Both of my parents were musically talented
93. I can't even carry a tune in a suitecase
94. I love the beatles (early days)
95. I secretley love pop music
96. I dance around the house when I'm cleaning
97. I hate being alone
98. But love my independance
99. I think it comes from living on my own since I was 17
100. I love my friends and family more than I can express in words

that's a hundred

east coast girls!

"Well East coast girls are hip"


Well I guess I am truly and east coast girl! I haven't traveled much someday I would like to do more but I am also deathley afraid of planes so there ya go!



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Manic Monday's

Some days these things are just too funny to me!! I'm am way too tired today to be here!



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quiet times

This weekend has been so nice and relaxing. I have started to decorate my new home and putting things on the wall. I have been able to sleep in and just hang out and watch movies. Sometimes it's so nice just to be able to kick back watch a bunch of movies and not think about anything. I woke up this morning to the nicest surprise. Jman tows cars, and was on call all weekend. Last night he had a tow about 11 pm and I was asleep when he got back he wasn't tired so he cleaned my entire house! I woke up this morning to no dishes in the sink and two rooms that were recently moped. Ahhh what a way to start a week and I am only working until 2 on wednesday and go on vacation for a week!

Hissy Fits

OK last night I had a big fat hissy fit! I even was cooking dinner banging cabinets. I went for a job interview yesturday and it went well I believe (yeah me) but I wanted to go over it and see if my perception of it was right so I call Jman. He is a very passive person adn he just yeahed me and said sounds good no enthusias, or anuthing which drove me right to the brink and I flipped out and told him that I was sorry that my life is boring to him and that maybe if I was talking about something going on directley relating to him he would show some sign of interest. Hmmm yep she's lost her mind folks! He just said that that wasn't the case and that I was over reacting. I told him I would see him when I got home no longer wanted to talk to him at the moment.

I promptley called B and started to tell her the situation, figuring she would be all right on sister sledge! She's me best friend that's what we do, instead she says her husband is the same way and let it roll of my back so I bought some dinner ingrediants and a bottle of wine and headed home at least I thought a little clearer.

I got there and immediatleyy Jman is telling me how baby boy wasn't listening to him and he didn't know what to do, I told him he could have called me. "I didn't want to upset you" I told him he could have taken him off of his bike and put him inside. " I don't know what my boundries are!" huh what??? so I threw a hissy fit! I stomped around made dinner and banged cabinets. Sent my son to his room for not listening to the adult that was in charge of him.

After I got all that out, dinner was eaten and the my son went to bed (daughter is a grandma's) Jman and I had a talk about what our roles are now that we live together and when he is incharge of my kids and I am not there he is allowed to discipline my children. We also had a tlka about his children and my role in thier lives.

He has been bothered (and quite melenchol) since they came to our house this past weekend. They came really filthy and his daughter had a bleeding diaper rash. He is really worried about them but doesn't want to put too much on me, so he hasn't talked to me about it. I explained that unless he talks to me I don't know what is going to and can't help. He had a really hard divorce and the mother of his children suffer from manic depression. So when she goes into one of her bouts of depression she neglects the children becuase she just can't get up nad take care of them. I am trying very hard not to be judgemental of her I understand that depression is real and can affect a person on every level. But he petitioned the court originally to get custody for these reasons so right now he is just really upset because she has gone into an episode and her children are suffering for it. I feel aweful for the way I acted know now what he is going through and I did apologize as did he and all is right with us now.

I just needed to get this out!

Let's play

I've decided to do that quote meme everyone's doing (seen most recently at Angry Pregnant Lawyer ):

You're supposed to go HERE and look through random quotes until you find 5 that you think reflect who you are or what you believe. So if you are reading "tag your it!"


Here are my five:


1. Any transition serious enough to alter your definition of self will require not just small adjustments in your way of living and thinking but a full-on metamorphosis.
Martha Beck, O Magazine, Growing Wings, January 2004

2. Be a first rate version of yourself, not a second rate version of someone else.
Judy Garland (1922 - 1969), to her daughter, Liza Minelli

3. [Common sense] is the best sense I know of.
Lord Chesterfield (1694 - 1773)

4. It's okay if you mess up. You should give yourself a break.
Billy Joel (1949 - )

5. Living is having ups and downs and sharing them with friends.
Trey Parker and Matt Stone, South Park, Prehistoric Ice Man, 1999

last names

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Mine is 9th!

The new house or the ZOO house!

What a weekend! This Friday through Sunday I had a few additions to my household. Jman's kids came and spent the weekend. So with my two and his three that made seven in the household. WOWEE WOW WOW! There was a 16 month old (cheesy Jman's) a 7 year old (my baby boy) and 8 year old (little man Jman's)a 10 Year old (my awesome girl) and an 11 year old ( big man Jman's step child). That my friends is a gaggle! I found out that I have more tolerance and patients than I thought and that I am not used to a baby in the house anymore. I actually surprised myself this weekend because I was dreading it, thinking about all the different personalities and noise I thought it would all drive me to the brink and guess what it didn't. Although today I feel as if I have run a marathon all weekend and thank goodness I have the day off.


I did in the end have to have a talk with Jman about him not picking up enough slack with them in the house. I did most of the work as far as the kids were concerned. I fed all the children did all the dishes and changed and bathed the baby all weekend, I pointed out that he put together his entertainment center and that was it and if he wanted to have every other weekend run smoothly with all of these children here his level of participation would have to increase. He agreed that he didn't do enough this weekend and would participate more next time and I told him that I will back off with the kids so he would have the opportunity. Surprisingly I kept my cool through this discussion and was ok with the end result. I guess I am growing as a person.

50 for friday!

1. Do you say Hi to people you dont know?
Not usually, IF THEY SMILE AT ME I SMILE BACK!

2. What is the name of the first person you kissed?
Steve

3. Do you still talk to this person?
No

4. Recite a line from a movie.
It wasn't over ... It still isn't over

5. What movie was that from?
The Notebook


6. Do you play by the rules?
Depends on whose rules

7. What was your favorite part of prom? Wow this is a long time ago but afterwards my friends and I all stayed up Hamton Beach

8. Do you complain a lot?
No

9. Have you ever been to Canada?
NOPE

10. Do you have an addictive personality?
hahaha depends are we taking food, alchohal, ciggarettes, love? then yes!

11. What's your favorite sushi roll?
california roll

12. What is someones name that begins with the letter S?
Sally

13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly:
MICHAEL JACKSON hahaha the nose!

14. Have you ever performed CPR on anyone?
No, and thank goodness I haven't had to

15. Name something that falls from the sky.
Rain

16. Are you polite?
Most of the time

17. Name a TV show or movie that impacted society:
20/20

18. Name a song title that has the word 'baby' in it.
Hit me baby one more time!

19. Name your favorite Walt Disney movie.
Sleeping Beauty

20. Have you ever been scuba diving?
No

21. Name a profession you whould NOT like to have.
Sky Diver

22. Name someone you know with red hair.
S

23. Name a popular DJ.
DJ AM (Nicole Ritchies ex i guess?)

24. Name something white.
Teeth

25. Are you better at explaining things, or at performing them?
Performing

26. Have you ever been to a boxing match?
Yes and I love them

27. Did you ever stutter, or have a hard time pronouncing?
No

28. Do you eat out or buy groceries more often?
Groceries

29. What month are many of your friends born in?
I'm not sure most are winter though

30. If you could have been born a different ethnicity, which one would you have chosen?
I try not to dwell on this stuff I think you are what you are

31. Name another way to say, "Perfect."
Just right

32. Name something you think is disgusting.
Toe Jam

33. What is your favorite type of soup?
Clam Chowda!

34. Name something that rhymes with the word, "sunny."
runny

35. Name a fattening food?
McDonalds

36. Name something that you are just NOT good at.
WINNING THE LOTTARY!

37. How many glasses of water a day do you drink?
Not enough

38. How do you usually say goodbye to people (either on the computer, or in real-life)?
Depends on who it is, a kiss on the cheek for my close friends usually just say goodbye oh and "have a good one"

39. Does your license plate say anything?
Numbers and letters

40. Name a type of dance.
Cha Cha

41. Name a type of Martini.
Dirty

42. Would you rather do the dishes or fold laundry?
Fold Laundry

43. Did you have braces?
no

44. Someone you were really good friends with, who you dont talk to anymore:
O :(

45. Name something purple.
Grape Jelly

46. What is something good about getting older?
Independance

47. And something negative?
Resposibility

48. Name a song you really enjoy.
Sexy Back but one of the favs is don't stop believing

49. Name someone with the same middle name as you.
B

50. Name a bar that really impressed you.
NO BARS IMPRESS ME

The Puppy!

I couldn't resist posting a picture of him. I took this this morning and I just think he is too cute not to share!!



Happy Friday!!

and here's the baby boy, he just cracks me up!

Drop and give me 50

50 Things

I got these from Trinity2 If you're reading this and you want to play -tag, you're it! Be sure to link me so I can read yours!

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
At work – where I am now.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
hmmm maybe baby boy or Jman

3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
$17000 when I bought my first car it was paid in cash from a life ins policy that was paid to me.

4. Where did you go on your last date?
We went to kahloons for dinner

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
hmmm been a little while maybe 3 weeks ago
.
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
No

7. Chocolate, Strawberry or Vanilla?
Chocolate

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
I went to PA in April

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No

10. What are you wearing right now?
Black gauchos and a tank with a shirt over it and flip flops

11. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Jman washes them.

12. Last fast food you ate?
Mcgriddles

13. Where were you Friday night?
Home getting ready to move

14. Have you bought any clothes in the last week?
Yes, I bought a couple new tops from E-bay

15. When is the last time you ran?
It's been a while with the knee surgery it will be a while I just started walking again lewts not push it!

16. What’s the last sporting event you watched?
Baseball on TV

17. What is your favorite class?
I haven't had class in a while but plan on taking a couple classes this winter

18. Your dream vacation?
hmmm australia

19. Last persons house you were in?
Mine and ummm mine with the move no time

20. How old are your parents?
My dad's like 58

21. Are you in love?
Yes

22. Do you miss anyone?
Yes

23. Last play you saw?
Saturday Night Fever

24. What are your plans for tonight?
Swing by the old house grab some more stuff and clean and unpack it.

25. Who did you last leave a comment for in their blog?
Claire

26. Ever go to camp?
Girl Scout Camp

27. Were/are you an honor roll student in school?
Yup.

28. What do you want to know about the future?
Nothing

29. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
No

30. Are you hungry?
Kinda now that you mention it

31. Where is your best friend located?
Waltham.

32. Who is your best friend?
B

33. Do you have a tan?
No. Sadly this year I do not again the surgery thing

34. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I got 2 and they are pretty awesome so I'm good

35. Do you collect anything?
Not really.

36. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
On my way home from the drive in I took my Baby Boy, Girly girl and her girlfriend who were all sleeping in the van apparentley I was going 45 in a 25 I didn't know so he let me go.

37. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Yes.

38. How do you like your drinks?
Cold and usually strong

39. Do you like hot sauce?
Yes

40. Last time you took a shower?
This morning

41. Do you need to do laundry?
always

42. What is your heritage?
Swiss/German/Scottish/Irish

43. Are you someone’s best friend?
Yes.

44. Are you rich?
I have all I need even though I could always use more cash.

45. What is your dream job?
Personal shopper in Paris come to mind or maybe Milan

46. When was the last time you cried?
I'm not sure

47. Have you been out of the United States?
Nope.

48. Last social gathering.
About a month ago at K's

49. Last time you have been to the dentist.
a year ago got to make an appointment.

50. Last alcoholic drink you had.
Carona

Tuesday and I need a brain break

I stole this from SassyFemme>


1. How tall are you barefoot? 5' 4"

2. Have you ever been cheated on? No

3. Do you own a gun? No and mostley because they terrify me.

4. What do you think of hot dogs? I like them but I have to be in the mood

5. What's your favorite Christmas song? White Christmas (but onlyif bing is singing it)

6. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee with cream and sugar and lots of it ;)

7. Do you do push-ups? Yea right I avoid physical activity if I can

8. Have you ever done ecstasy? Nope and I don't plan on it the only drugs that I use are motrin and the stuff they gave me for my knee after the surgery.

9 Do you like Disney World? LOVE it!!! I went about 3 years ago with the kids and they were little but they loved it! We were watching one of the parades and I'm watching my kids faces as the characters are going by I just started crying because it was so nice to share that with them. I would love to go back in maybe 5 years when baby boy is like 12 and girly girl is 15 she would love that she's a rollercoaster queen and me and baby boy can wave from the sidelines!!

10. Do you like the rain? all depends on my mood and the type of rain, I love passing showers in the summer.

11. Do you own a knife? Yes and it cuts my steak well!

12. What do you smell like? this perfume that is made with pheramones so it smells different on everyone I love it!

13. Do you have A.D.D.? no I'm just ditzy

14. Full initials? MJ

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. I just wnat to go home and cuddle on the couch or play with the new puppy

16. Name the last 3 things you have bought today. nothing today but yesturday ummm 2 diet pepsi'd and cigarettes (i kno bad me)

17. Name five drinks you regularly drink. Coffee, diet pepsi, water with crystal light in it

18. What time did you wake up today? 6:00 am.

19 Can you spell?For the most part but thank goddess there is spell check

20. Current worries? Man when is the move going to be over, all the time I need to take off at the end of this month is going to throw my budget off, I hope my van finally gets fixed this time.

21. Current hate? Nothing

22. Favorite place to be? in bed having a cuddle sandwhich with the little ones (one on each side of me)

23. Least favorite place to be? Traffic jam when I have to pee! (hahahha I like that one)

24. Where do you want to go? Home to finish putting together the new house

25. Do you own slippers? Yes like 3 pairs but they are all in boxes now

26. Where do you think you will be in 10 years? hmmm hopefully with Jman in a house we own enjoying our lives together

27. Do you burn or tan? Tan after burning but not this year I stayed out of the sun after the surgery

28 Yellow or blue? Yellow I need that sunshiney feeling!

29 Would you give up your current life to be a pirate? No I like my life plus I get sea sick

30. Last time your cell rang? A little while ago perspective job

31. What songs do you sing in the shower? I usually don't sing in the shower its early and I don't want to wake any one up or scare the crap out of them

32. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? I don't remeber

How much cash do you have on you? Like 15 bucks

33. Last thing that made you laugh? My son this morning when the dog went in his room to wake him up!

34. Best bed sheets you had as a child? strawberry shortcake

35. Worst injury you've ever had? Torn ACL the surgery and recovery are horrible

36. Where have you been out of US? No where

37. Who is your loudest friend? B

38. Who is your most silent friend? hmmm laura

39. Does someone have a crush on you? I hope Jman does after we just moved in together and bought a new car.

40 Do you wish on stars? If it catches my eye, and I realize how small we are

41 What song did you last hear? When I'm 64 the beatles I love that song

42. What song do you want played at your funeral? I don't even know something inspiring because I plan on living a full life

43. What were you doing at 12:00 last night? Sleeping

44 First thought upon waking up this morning? 5 more minutes then ahhh got to take the dog out

New House, New Dog, if I get any happier I may combust!!

So this weekend was the moving weekend from hell. I haven't moved in ten years but I have helped friends and nothing like this has happened to any of them!! I can laugh about it now because it's over!

Saturday morning I got up about 7 am and finished up the few boxes I left open for the things that I had been using. We packed up my minivan and Jman's Blazer with all my kitchen stuff and headed up to the new house. We stopped and got breakfast on the way. Everything was going as planned, we made it to the new house about 10 and started to unload our first round of boxes.

He called his friend who was going to help us, M. M had to run an errand with someone else but would help afterward. OK a little snag, no big deal. My girlfriend B came up to help me unpack and clean, so that the place was ready.

Finally M comes by about 1:30 and Jman and M go and get the truck. They head down toward the old place about 2:00 and I get a phone call about 2:45 the truck broke down half way they are bringing it back now and are going to get a flat bed tow truck to move my stuff with! OK i can do this I am thinking to myself at this point.

About 4 I head out to get the new puppy. We adopted him and had to pick him up about an hour from the new house. So everything is going ok at this point we go up and wait for new puppy who came about 5:45 and was wonderful. The kids LOVE him, and were so surprised because I didn't tell them we were picking him up that day. We head back to the house, I am thinking at this point some of my stuff should be heading back boy was I wrong.

They finally get to old house about 5 and start packing. The couch won't fit in the elevator so they have to carry it down 5 flights of stairs. They can only use one elevator so the packing of the truck take 3 hours and they will need to take two trips to move everything the problem is it is now 8 and they aren't allowed to move out of the building after 8.

So they head back to the new house and have to drive very slow so they get to new house about 10:30 and unpack what they have brought. Bring the truck back and come home. M stays over because he is going to help us the next day.

Sunday comes around and we get up shower and get breakfast head down to old house about 11 I get there first and pack my minivan full and take off I get home about 3 and unpack I have to go to walmart to pick up some things for new house. I head over pick up stuff and my van starts shifting funny so I go home except on the way the car starts slamming into second gear. I am thinking at this point "oh goddess I am never moving again!" We tow the van to a shop. but now we can't make another trip down to old house because of all the traffic and only one vehicle! We call a friend whose parents are selling a taurus for 200 and we buy that because my minivan has had it at this point, 2 transmissions later and still all messed up!

So the good news is I am in the new house and love it! I have the most awesome puppy around and the kids have a yard they are over joyed. The bad news I am still missing half my stuff!!

It's go time!

So the big move is tomorrow and I am completely packed except for the things I use everyday. I am tired of living among boxes and can not wait to get to the new house and start unpacking! Which hopefully is easier than packing. My kids are excited and can not wait to get into their new home and set up there new rooms. I just want to be able to where more than the 5 outfits I left out! Tonight I have to put everything that is left out away we are going to pack up the cars in the morning and head up to the new house I will stay and start unpacking the kitchen stuff and J man will go and get the truck to move the rest of the stuff with his friends.

With all this going on you think everything else is going smoothly ... Well think again yesterday my baby boy woke up with discharge coming out of his ear so off the the doctors we go and lo and behold an ear infection. So my ears have been bothering me for about a week and a half and I figure hey while I'm here doc would you mine looking in my ears. I figured it was just my allergies kicking my ass, wrong again not one but two ear infections. So Doc prescribes twice as many ear drops for my baby boy so I don't have to go to my Doc's and we go to the pharmacy and have been putting drops in our ears three times a day since yesterday.

That's not all this morning I get a call from Jman and he say "my car broke on the way to work!" what!!?!?!? Well apparently part of the exhaust broke off and yea it costs 600 bucks!!! I don't have that because well we are moving this weekend!! I can't believe this it's getting out of hand. I just want to get into the new house so things will settle down, or at least I hope they settle down.

Stay tuned I have a feeling this battle isn't over yet...

Hmmmm this is probabley true!

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

you've got that lovin feeling!

There is something so nice about waking up to the person you adore

Having that warm body to snuggle up to

the smell of there skin

the touch of there hands as they hold you

those moments where you are inbetween sleep and waking

where this could be a very plesant dream

but if you are lucky this is your reality

The feeling when that special person hits snooze rolls towards you

and nuzzles there nose right in the crook of you neck

wraps there arms around you

and you know there is no place you would rather be

guess how I woke up this morning!

11 Days left

And there is a lot to do! I am trying to pack like it's going out of style, but there is so much more to this moving thing. I have to get the electric and gas turned on and then there is phone and cable and internet. Not to mention my darling daughter has cheering tryouts up there tonight and I would like to get my son in soccer for the fall!

Oh and don't forget I have to regester them for school and ge thier medical records and get a new pediatrician in the area. They need physicals and dental cleanings and we should get a new dentist up there.

This has all been going through my head right at bed time every night, so on top of everything I am not sleeping anymore. Man O man, thank goodness "J" has been amazing. He cleaned out my closets and is helping me every step with the way and he is putting up with my new found scizoprenia problem. One minute I am fine packing away the next a panic attack hits and I am linda blaire in the exocist! Someone get this girl some holy water and a mop to clean up that green spew!!

only 11 days left!